Anwar ash

 

  #JuAann ❤️

  You and I, we're ordinary people. You hold me in our arms like every loving man and I stroke your face like every caring woman. We embrace each other like any two ordinary people in love, but what we share in everything that's unsaid between us is beyond extraordinary. You see the moon in my smile, and I, the stars in your eyes. You grab me close to envelope me in your warmth, making me feel like you'll cross every ocean that stands between us in a heartbeat, while I place tender kisses of my affection all over your face, reminding you how you're the most important thing to me in this world. Something between us just fits perfectly, as we complete each other like the sun and moon, body and soul, light and shadow, and heaven and earth. You're my longing, I'm your dream and together, we're mesmerizingly magical.

  J ust because you can't have them doesn't mean you'll stop loving them. Like the beauty of stars and moon that we adore even though we can't touch them, some people are just like them, you'll still love them even if future doesn't hold the ties.  ~ Aannn…  

  " What can be more tragic than falling in love with someone you can never be with"… The only thing you cannot control in your life is falling in lovee. You keep sitting in a corner, giggling and chirping, waiting for love to enter, oblivious to the fact that it already has sometimes in the form of a person who can never be yours… You try putting in every effort in your capacity that could make them yours, but nothing works. Late night conversations, promises of being for each other, sharing likes and dislikes, sitting beside each other and everything else that lets you spend more time with them, only adds to your misery- misery of unrequited love, incomplete story and a happiness that won't last forever. Still, with dejected heart and swollen eyes, you get up to start afresh only to realize that the day might be new, but destiny is still old. You gather those splintered pieces of your heart, and try to join them only to realise that tape might fix your broken parts b...

W hen we make some relationships, those that stays the closest to our heart, than our blood, those that help us breathe, those that give us hope and hold our hands while we are drowning, those who make us laugh on days of dark. For these people we risk, we risk being left out, we risk being left out breathless, we risk our heart being broken, we risk us being left out without understanding life anymore. I wanted to say to that someone- When I trusted you, I trusted risking my ability to think, to trust, to love again. I risked being happy and feeling the strongest, I risked being me, the care free me, the childish me, immature me. But I said, your eyes made me trust you and yes they did. Though somewhere you didn't realise, when you left- I lost everything. Every second made me question of how could this go wrong? What happened? Ever then I am searching for answers for the closure, I wanted to have, the questions I wanted to ask but I know now you are a distant person, in a differe...

   It's the fact that we're all fighting our own battles…We're all going through something that we choose to hide. We're all smiling with pain inside. So let's be kind. You never know how much a person is suffering from the inside. For the damage that is done to the soul cannot be seen. So Instead of spreading negativity and hatred. Let's love each other and support each other…🤝✨🎀❤️

  Always. So go for it ;) If it’s really what you want, the least you can do is try. . . . . anwar_ash_ 

someday under the twilight, we may run into each other  diving in each otherʼs eyes gulping down the moments  that starts to flourish in our head as soon as our glance fall on each other, yet pass along without exchanging  our complaints and emotions. you felt like a chain tied to my legs  and vomit choked in the lungs, as if i was confined in a room  echoing the foul smell  to silence the voices within me. a part of me was deteriorating with each passing day, till everything in me shattered  like the pieces of glass vase  bestrewing the flowers of joy all around. it was too late when i realised  that this isn’t how love is supposed to feel. there is a chamber of wilted emotions  that iʼve stored in my heart  under the dusty poems, which often peeks through the cold lenses, reminding me,  the butterflies that flutter in there  have a weak eyesight to spot the fake people. deep down in my head  there is a part of me...

Give yourself the time you deserve for everything, don't rush things. Every human being has their own pace, own way of thinking, and own way of choosing the paths they want to walk at, so the time you need will be different from others too. Love, dream, family, success- whatever it is, will be there on your chosen path when they're meant to be, don't be so impatient. Don't give up if they're taking a little too much time.. just keep walking.. don't stop until you reach the end of your chosen path.. and in the end, you will have everything you wanted. ©Anwar ash

Always be the best person you can be. Be kind even when you’re tired. Be understanding even when you’re angry. Do more than you’re asked, and don’t ask for anything in return. Don’t silently expect anything either. Listen when someone talks, and really listen too, stop just thinking of how you’ll reply. Tell people that you love them and that you appreciate them. Go out of your way to do things for people. Be the greatest person you can possibly be and when you mess up, make up for it in the next moment or minute or day. One thing you should never do? Never spend your time trying to prove to anybody that you’re great, your actions will speak for themselves and we only have limited time on this earth, don’t waste it. If someone doesn’t see your light, don’t worry. Like moths, good people are attracted to flame and to light, and they will come..." . . . . .

  When life puts you down, all we are left with is to hope, for the things that didn't go our way and to continue to have faith in God and to believe in yourself when nobody does. You are dealing with a lot of pain and that's alright, difficult times will seize you, what makes you different is your attitude towards the problem, how well do you're able to adapt to the circumstances you have fallen into. Eventually, everything happens for a reason, things will fall into place, if not now, later with time, everything heals  ✍@anwar_ash_ ©️

 Each one of us expects too much, from people, from life, from ourselves. Expecting has become normal like breathing. But how good are we at accepting what someone else doesn't have but we do? how good are we at accepting the truth that is raw and heartrending? accepting reality makes life easy and expecting too much makes it miserable. Expectance without acceptance makes you greedy while acceptance without expectance brings what you deserve. . . .

  I am lost. lost somewhere in those muddled up threads of my mind. my eyes want to cry, but tears resist to flow. my heart wants to scream, but my throat deny uttering a single word. my mind is entangled in my thoughts and hidden sobs, craving for peace within me. no, i am not depressed. i have people here with me and i am blessed to have them around. but, it's like being lonely in the house full of individuals and the inbox full of messages. like the moon is alone in the sky even after surrounded by stars. it feels like i am in the middle of an ocean full of water, yet my tongue and throat have no water to quench their thrust. sometimes, you have a garden full of beautiful flowers around you trying to bless your soul with their essence, but your mind is so puzzled that it can't even take a single breath around them. i am not complaining either, it is just how i feel nowadays – all alone even after being surrounded by so many people. - @anwar_ash_ ✍

  I’m happy. Just sitting here. Knowing I have a few friends. Knowing I have a dream to work on. Knowing I have somewhere to go if it starts raining. A pillow to rest my head on. Someone to call when I get lonely. Nature to walk in, pure air, early mornings, seasons and weather. This is enough. This is more than enough.  and most of all, I am enough. Everything changed when I forgave myself."                                                                                         ✍️    anwar_ash_  ©️  

        I used to wait for you every day so that I could see you, we will give each other smile, and say that little    " hey" . ❤💔 (Background image from Pinterest) ✍️    anwar_ash_  ©️  

              It doesn't matter how many times you've fallen in love before or how many people you have kissed before, all that matters is to be with that "The One" till the end of the time, from the day you met and fell in love till the day universe tears you apart. To be loyal, honest and in love with that one. That's all that counts. ❣️ ✍️    anwar_ash_ ©️                                         ( Background image from Pinterest .)

     Your little chuckles, your heartwarming laugh that made my heart beat so fast, your soft voice warns me that you have something hidden inside, what is it? ❤💔                                                                                ✍️    anwar_ash_  ©️   ( Background image from Pinterest .)

  have you ever felt that youre constantly in the background even in your own life? like, you know a lot of people but not a lot of people know you? you always listen in conversations but are never the one to talk even if you have something to say because you're afraid no one will care and you'll look stupid. you have two or three really close friends that you talk to about your life but no one else. your friends have a ton of friends and talk to guys and get a ton of attention and have drama but you never do. you know a lot about everyone but only a few people really know who you are. you feel like you could disappear and only a few people would notice. you have a best friend but youre not you're best friend's best friend. you dont mind not being the center or attention, but you just wish you knew that people noticed you. you have a good friend that everyone wants to be friends with and they're close with everyone but you feel like youre a side character and no one...

            S ometimes we choose to leave a place, a person because we are no longer feeling home. Something just doesn't feel right anymore. The way they talked or the way they treated us might have left behind scare which we are no longer able to bear. Sometimes, we choose to leave someone because we know that it is the best for them. We choose to walk away for we know that at least one of us will be happy.  Oh jaaan.., remember, every goodbye is meant for a reason... 💫 ✍️    anwar_ash_  ©️