and that's how i feel nowadays - all alone wven after being surrounded by people .

 I am lost. lost somewhere in those muddled up threads of my mind. my eyes want to cry, but tears resist to flow. my heart wants to scream, but my throat deny uttering a single word. my mind is entangled in my thoughts and hidden sobs, craving for peace within me. no, i am not depressed. i have people here with me and i am blessed to have them around. but, it's like being lonely in the house full of individuals and the inbox full of messages. like the moon is alone in the sky even after surrounded by stars. it feels like i am in the middle of an ocean full of water, yet my tongue and throat have no water to quench their thrust. sometimes, you have a garden full of beautiful flowers around you trying to bless your soul with their essence, but your mind is so puzzled that it can't even take a single breath around them. i am not complaining either, it is just how i feel nowadays – all alone even after being surrounded by so many people.

- @anwar_ash_ ✍