Anwar ash

  When life puts you down, all we are left with is to hope, for the things that didn't go our way and to continue to have faith in God and to believe in yourself when nobody does. You are dealing with a lot of pain and that's alright, difficult times will seize you, what makes you different is your attitude towards the problem, how well do you're able to adapt to the circumstances you have fallen into. Eventually, everything happens for a reason, things will fall into place, if not now, later with time, everything heals  ✍@anwar_ash_ ©️

 Each one of us expects too much, from people, from life, from ourselves. Expecting has become normal like breathing. But how good are we at accepting what someone else doesn't have but we do? how good are we at accepting the truth that is raw and heartrending? accepting reality makes life easy and expecting too much makes it miserable. Expectance without acceptance makes you greedy while acceptance without expectance brings what you deserve. . . .

  I am lost. lost somewhere in those muddled up threads of my mind. my eyes want to cry, but tears resist to flow. my heart wants to scream, but my throat deny uttering a single word. my mind is entangled in my thoughts and hidden sobs, craving for peace within me. no, i am not depressed. i have people here with me and i am blessed to have them around. but, it's like being lonely in the house full of individuals and the inbox full of messages. like the moon is alone in the sky even after surrounded by stars. it feels like i am in the middle of an ocean full of water, yet my tongue and throat have no water to quench their thrust. sometimes, you have a garden full of beautiful flowers around you trying to bless your soul with their essence, but your mind is so puzzled that it can't even take a single breath around them. i am not complaining either, it is just how i feel nowadays – all alone even after being surrounded by so many people. - @anwar_ash_ ✍