Anwar ash

            S ometimes we choose to leave a place, a person because we are no longer feeling home. Something just doesn't feel right anymore. The way they talked or the way they treated us might have left behind scare which we are no longer able to bear. Sometimes, we choose to leave someone because we know that it is the best for them. We choose to walk away for we know that at least one of us will be happy.  Oh jaaan.., remember, every goodbye is meant for a reason... 💫 ✍️    anwar_ash_  ©️  

  T hey say happiness comes to those who deserve it. Maybe I did not deserve it or maybe, I just didn’t know how to hold onto it. There was not much I could look back on and say; yes, that made me happy. You were one of the very first things that made me smile. I felt so lucky for the very first time. I used to tell my friends about you. I used to describe your every smile and your every gesture. There were days when they looked at me and called me silly but I did not care, for my eyes could only see you. You were my every bit of happiness. You kept me close and gifted me your warmth. You looked at me and called me worthy. Oh darling, you did so much and yet, we did not last the way we wish we had. Maybe happiness and love are only meant for dreamers. Maybe I was in love with a dream that was never meant to be mine... ✨  ✍️    anwar_ash_  ©️                    

                            B e  that wildflower which will grow on all the unexpected and impossible places. Carry with you the sunshine it needs to bloom. And bloom wild, bloom wild into that favorite flower... 🥀 💫

  The only thing that will survive our time are stories. Not just legends but the little stories that were once a part of someone's memories, which are passed down generations by generations. Are the stories we hear true? No one knows and will never know. Stories are as true as we want them to be. 🦊    

 “If I die, I will wait for you, do you understand ?  No matter how long.  I will watch from beyond to make sure you live every year you have to its fullest, and then we’ll have so much to talk about when I see you again…            ♾ 🖤 .  .  .

  W hen we fill our life with temporary comforts, we never get to experience who we could become. The struggle to be better exists for us to wrestle with ourselves, uncover the mysteries, discover what lies underneath the pain, and victoriously conquer what it tried to keep us from. W hen your struggle becomes the path to freedom, it becomes Joy. When your loneliness listens to what you truly need, it becomes Connection. When your sadness releases the control you thought you had but didn’t, it becomes Happiness. When your anger makes it crystal clear how you can change your life, it becomes Possibility. .......💫.......

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀  To my mom, my mother, my umma, my idol: I love you so much. Without you, I would never be here where I am right now (quite literally). You've been my biggest inspiration for all twenty-one years of my life. You are so strong, so compassionate, and so incredibly generous. There are so many good things I could say about you. The list could go on forever. Right now, I am homesick and missing you while I sit a few hundred miles away in my college apartment alone and without you, and I wanted to take a moment to tell you: Thank you. T hank you for all that you, because you do a lot. You are a mother, a wife, a friend, a daughter, a sister, and such a hard working individual. No one ever gives you enough credit for just how much you do for other people. You continually put others before yourself when it comes to family, friends, and even your job. You are the backbone of our family and without you our home would most definitely f...

  “If you learn to really sit with loneliness and embrace it for the gift that it is…an opportunity to get to know YOU , to learn how strong you really are, to depend on no one but YOU for your happiness…you will realize that a little loneliness goes a Long way in creating a richer, deeper, more vibrant and colorful YOU .”   💫 💔